Five years ago i began getting ticks, tweaks, or twitches when feeling anxiety. Sometimes they come on on their own but have gotten worse and really freaking me out. They are not like the twitch that you see where someone moves a shoulder. Instead, i don't move at all, yet people feel them coming through, ppl turn their heads and look at me really weird, it's a horrifying evil experience. It get's other ppl to move too and or twitch. It's stolen all my confidence.
Here is where it gets weird. As soon as a twitch comes on, it sets off the thermostat early or goes off pre maturely. The plastic in my electronics snap, especially when i'm watching tv. Something in my kitchen, don't know if its the pots and pans, but snapping tapping noises comes through. All this happens in complete synchronicity with my twitches. The surround sound speakers in my living room give off static as well as while driving in my car, the speakers go off with interruptions when i get these tweaks. (it's happened too concurrent to dismiss it as just a coincidence for years now) My ex g/f says she can feel these tweaks bursts if you will while in other rooms inside the house. If people can feel this twitch, then this monstrosity of a twitch is bizarre and very humiliating and embarrassing. If anyone knows where i can help some help, like therapy to rewire my mind i would appreciate it. I'm such a ****ing weirdo. Merry Christmas everyone.
-- Edited by alkadelic on Wednesday 25th of December 2013 07:39:07 AM
Hey,
Welcome to the forum, alkadelic !
You're not a weirdo, this is perfectly normal. It's nothing to feel embarrassed or humiliated about. Don't try to close the lid on the accumulating energy, instead, let it be free. Perhaps the pressure adds up until the lid no longer holds, then a burst relieves the pressure and the cycle repeats again. By letting it free, the intensity of these bursts should decrease.
Therapists don't know you as well as you do yourself. You're your own best therapy :)
I also experience shifts in the level of awareness, which coincide with snapping sounds (in electronics, in the walls). It once happened that I accidentally twitched another person's body. Occasionally, during these events, there have been blackouts (sometimes it's the apartment, sometimes half a town goes dark for hours).
Merry Christmas!
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For me, the cracks, snaps, blackouts usually happen during large shifts of consciousness. Whenever I would focus on something intensely enough or transition between emotions rapidly enough, the surroundings would also be affected.
A couple of days ago I relaxed the body and focused on spending the night in the nature somewhere. Before the consciousness was properly transferred, a loud cracking sound snapped me out of concentration. The sound was so loud that it must've woken the neighbours.
Similar things have happened while listening to a singing bowl meditation music and resting heavy focus on the sound.
The unreal hath no being; there is no non-being of the Real; ~Krishna
A stable-minded person will neither hug nor hate the world, he will take things as they come.